I don't like to feel exhausted. Well I'm sure no one does. I'm not even really working out that much so it's not a good kind of exhaustion..

Overall, I've been feeling a lot more discouraged and unmotivated, which is unusual for me. I can't explain it.

Grief is still very real to me, sometimes even more real after an event like E40. But it's all good. I guess I'm here to talk about it.