

What does it mean to fight for love when everything feels lost?
The “Terwin” anniversary is here. We would have celebrated 6 years.
I miss being married, even the arguments after long bike rides.
September 2 also marked 29 months since Teri passed. Life looks very different now: training, teaching yoga, full days that keep me moving forward. But I still think of her daily.
Grief and joy live side by side, and my hope in sharing this story is to remind you that even in loss, God is still at work.
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Erwin Edillon
Sep 6


Another "Moving Forward" Brain Dump
It’s been almost two months since my last post. Just like the state of my guest bedroom., time for another messy one...
In this update I share about grief, ADHD, unfinished drafts, and launching Muir Rock Yoga & Fitness in my garage.
Healing takes ownership and compassion, doing hard things, one step at a time.
Terwin's favorite verse (Joshua 1:9) reminds me I’m not alone. Growth starts small, but showing up is always the win.
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Erwin Edillon
Aug 25


We’re here at Muir Rock | 27 Months
“The mountains are calling and I must go.”
– John Muir (also on one of Teri’s favorite shirts)
After visiting Muir Rock for the first time since 2017, I reflect on grief, slowing down, finding balance, and finding meaning in unexpected places.
Erwin Edillon
Jul 6


June Gloom
Feeling tired lately. After a full May, I’ve been slowing down, simplifying, and sitting with some harder questions.
A friend asked what I’m looking forward to, and I didn’t have an answer. Maybe this season is about recovery. Letting go of old stuff. Making space to listen. To myself, to others, to God. June gloom isn’t just the weather right now. It’s where I am. And maybe that’s okay.
Erwin Edillon
Jun 8